^4 sum dum project^

i am forcing myself to write a blog post because tomorrow at 7 i'm leaving to madrid and i told myself i would make at least one post during the easter break but i have decided that after i get back from spain i should spend the rest of the holidays doing actual proper productive school n coursework n gcse things which will realistically not happen either but i can blame it on jesus returning from the grave n chocolate eggs n stuff.

lol y is every moment of my "school career" a "crucial time of my school career".
nothing interesting rly happens in oxford. the only things i have achieved here over the last few weeks is making some new social media connections and avoiding school and eating lots of muesli and crying about stupid stuff.
im always annoyed at my self for not doing as much stuff as i want 2 even tho it's my fault and i feel like such a waste lol.

but yh the fun stuff happens in ldn and it makes me so sad that i live here :~~~(
i've never wanted 2 move as much as i have since right after xmas.

anyways~~the day before yesterday i went off 2 london 2 go back 2 my bby ahida's house and shoot isobel for a fashion magazine and sum blogs and brands (we were sent stuff from some rly great ppl like lazy oaf/ somewhere nowhere/ juju footwear/ etc). i got my film developed as soon as i got back and got the photos yesterday and i'm really proud and i love them but i can't show ppl until they are published in like september in te magazine by which point i will probably hate them hmm.
((also from developing the pictures and going to london and eating lots of bagels and mcflurries i now have under £5 including my bank money which isn't good also i dont have a job.))
acc u can have these 2 cus i already posted them on my tumblr.

ps like n follow n check out:    i hav so much luv for this mag and it's editor

john's room

pt 2 which i am am posting before pt 1 for reasons

basically i took all my pictures (3 x 24 pictures) on my fujica in chile and when i got them developed the people called me and said ur film didnt work and i was like wtf and they had all come out black so i lost 72 pictures // my only pictures of chile, where i will probably only go back in about 5 years time by which point many of the people i saw will no longer be there sigh sigh cry cry

anyways these r the the pics i found that i had taken on other ppls cameras bleh (unless they are of me in which case they are probably by my cousin)